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Hi , you may call me Sayen. I'm noone important, but maybe to someone I am :) I am now single. Not looking . Just trying to find the me I once was, and somehow lost. You are welcome to join me on my journey or not. Don't be rude, hateful. I'm not asking you to love me, I'm only asking that if you read what I write, you dont judge me to harshly, and be to rude with your comments . <3 Me
Sad :(
I find it so sad, that I have to come to tumblr to vent, to say whatever it is that’s bothering me. Because Facebook, I can not, and I can not tell my boyfriend how I feel, what I think. If I post something on facebook, he finds out about it anyway, and there goes another fight . It’s stupid as fuck that I can’t say I am fucking done, with everything without being judged anywhere. But today I well this morning, Im ready to throw in the towel. I know I deserve to be loved for all of me, and accepted when I get upset and need to speak my mind. But lately this is not the case . It makes me very sad :( I really just want to find that one special person who could love all of me..
Because of Me
I know you didn’t leave because of me. But I’ll always wonder—if I’d been better, would you have stayed because of me?
So Proud
Just realized I forgot your birthday this year. I’ve never been so proud of forgetting something.
Wishing Away
I wish I had never imagined us. I wish when it finally happened I’d just said no and walked away.
In a Folder
I hope you still have those photos of me saved somewhere in a folder on your computer, and come across them one day. And remember you once loved me.
Not a Choice
If love is a choice, why couldn’t you choose to love me the way I loved you?
Wilted
We both knew that our love died months before we broke up. It just sat there liked dead, wilted flowers that we were too lazy to throw away.
Turndown Satisfaction
I don’t even want you back, I just want the satisfaction of turning you down if you try to win my heart again.
